Breaking Bread For 5.3.24

Today’s Theme: Lessons to Learn From the Story of Job

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Scripture

If I say, ‘I will forget my complaint, I will change my expression, and smile,’ I still dread all my sufferings, for I know you will not hold me innocent. Since I am already found guilty, why should I struggle in vain?

Job 9:27-29

Reflection

[Transcript From Breaking Bread With Natasha Podcast]

Okay, folks, let’s get deep into this story of Job. If you can, grab your Bible and something to take notes. There’s some Old Testament, New Testament, old school, new school, and modern-day tie-ins that we’re to analyze, learn, and apply from our study of this story. Whether you believe the man and story to be truth or fiction, it really doesn’t matter. What matters is what you get and apply from the story.

Job hit some pretty rough patches and super deep valleys, and there were some nail-biting moments where you can’t help but say, “Whew, I’m glad I’m not Job…” or “I don’t think I could’ve survived that.” You might even find yourself wondering, “Uh, why did God allow Satan to test and torment Job for so long and with such great intensity?”

In Job 9, we read his counterargument to Bildad the Shuhite, one of his three friends, who was trying to speak some sense into Job (read chapter 8), and although Bildad said that God restores the righteous, he (along with Eliphaz and Zophar) had been taught that God only punished or allowed to be punished, people who were guilty of sin.

They couldn’t believe Job when he repeatedly said he was innocent and hadn’t sinned. Even if their minds could conceive that the attack was by Satan (which readers of this story know to be true), they still would think that somehow Job deserved it if God hadn’t immediately intervened and restored him (which is what many people still think today). In their minds and reasoning, Job just needed to repent to God, atone for his sins, and then all would be well. Which, too, is what many of us say and believe; because it must be that we’re overlooking a sin, we still have something to prove to God, and that’s why we’re not living a life of peace, harmony, enlightenment, and abundance.

Some people wonder what they “did to deserve” a life of extreme poverty and violence. Society still has a tendency to blame or shame the victims of rape, molestation, trafficking, and other cruelties. What do we hear people say, “Well, what did they do to cause that to happen?” Or “Well, what was she wearing when she got raped?” We’ve continued to build an argument that one sin must have triggered the bigger sin.

But it’s not just the external acts of other humans that lead us to question guilt or innocence. Think about people facing life-threatening diagnoses and prognoses who wonder what they did to deserve this. There are people who wonder what they or their innocent child could have possibly done to deserve the agonizing moments when that child suffers through medical treatments and setbacks. Some parents wonder what they did to deserve the death of their young child. Some believe they’re being punished, and they just want to know what they did wrong so they can make it right, so they can be redeemed and restored.

That’s exactly the sentiments of Bildad, Eliphaz, and Zophar.

Job was arguing in chapter 9 that no human is righteous before God. Well, in one part, that is true because no one is the “all-ness” of righteousness— even Jesus corrected disciples that called him good and right, for only God is the fullness of these. But from the stories shared in the Bible, we see that those individuals who chose to put God first were referred to as righteous. They were making the right choicefirst and always. We know that Job was righteous because God said so when speaking to Satan (Job 1:1,8 and Job 2:3). But of course, Job nor his friends knew about this conversation. Had Job known, he would’ve buckled down and gritted through, trusting and praising God the entire time. He would want to prove he could successfully pass the tests of Satan to prove the strength of his relationship with God. Just as we would do the same.

We can see the account of Noah, who God called righteous (Gen. 6:9 and Gen. 7:1), but Job could’ve said, “Yeah, but Noah didn’t lose his family or his health and well-being. God protected Noah, all while keeping him intact with his family. I’ve lost everything but my sanity.” There’s several other stories in the Bible, like Daniel and people in the New Testament era, but Job had long passed away before they came around, so I won’t list those references here.

Job argues that no one could lawyer their way through His court of law, as God was the judge, jury, prosecutor, and executioner. He didn’t know that hundreds of years later, Jesus would be the redeemer of his people. But how many of us would be moved by a futuristic prophecy that’s to come at some unknown time? We believe things once we see them, even if it’s too late to change our behavior for redemption. Many of us don’t believe the prophecy of Jesus’s second coming. So, we’ll wait to change once we see his arrival. Hmmm…

Job outlined all of the ways he could think he was right, and God could slam him for being wrong. Job thought God was unfairly, maybe even vindictively, punishing him. How many of us fall into that trapped mindset?

We know that other humans, in their warped sense of entitlement, righteousness, and self-importance, tend to place a heavy weight on their interpretation of justice and who has the authority to exact punishment. But do we think that God switches up and lets the innocent suffer while showing mercy to the wicked?

I mean, let’s back up for a moment. God did authorize Satan to test Job, and through the testing, there was a direct attack. This attack wasn’t for a few days, weeks, or months. We’re talking about years of increasingly more horrific traumas. So Job isn’t far off from the truth, but it’s still not the truth. Job was living in the era where God was punishing the Israelites for their sinful ways, allowing them to live in exile, be conquered by other nations, etc. And we have to be realistic, not all of the people were sinning, but enough of them were to cause them all to be clumped together. Shouldn’t only the sinners be punished? Shouldn’t the ones who remained faithful to God be rewarded and untouched?

In lines 27 through 29, Job gave the example that even if he told God that he would forget the complaint he had about how awful his life was and made the choice to smile and be cheerful, he would still be miserable and in pain because God wouldn’t find him innocent, so if he’s already guilty then what’s the purpose of struggling in vain to prove his innocence? He desperately wanted God to see and acknowledge him as innocent.

Can you see this tie-in to Jesus?

Jesus was pure and innocent yet was tested for years, punished, and suffered greatly by those he was there to redeem. He even sacrificed his life for those who had actually sinned and betrayed God. The people didn’t know that they, too, were being tested.

Satan was the sinner who wanted to attack an innocent person. Satan was jealous and wanted to destroy the relationship Job had with God, just as we read of the torn relationship between God and His children in the Garden of Eden— a plot executed by Satan. Satan even tried to destroy the relationship between Jesus and God, trying to tempt Jesus with all of the trappings most men, then and now, would fall into. If Satan could just get Jesus to bow down and worship him, then the relationship between God and Jesus would’ve been destroyed, as would be the attempt to save and redeem humankind.

Job was in one of those deep levels of shame —in that stage that most of us fall into, and many of us are succumbed. We blame ourselves, others, and even God. We tell ourselves all the ways we are worthless and all of the reasons why God is punishing us. All while not hearing His voice speaking Truth to our lies.

God wants a relationship with us. He wants us to trust Him. He wants us to choose Him first and always, no matter the circumstances. He wants us to be responsible and accountable so we can handle the calling on our lives and the Truth of who and what we are. He wants our focus on faith and hope, not blame and shame. When we choose the latter two options, we blot out in our minds God’s Truth and all that He has said to us and promised us, and we substitute in destructive thoughts that shrink and minimize us. We don’t even realize we are reciting the words being spoken to us by the enemy. There’s a spirit that is actively feeding you that nonsense, and in your overwhelmed and weakened state, your discernment is miscalibrated.

Your horrific circumstances may be facts, but they aren’t your truth.

That’s what Bildad, Eliphaz, and Zophar were desperately trying to help Job see and embrace, but because they, too, didn’t understand God’s will, ways, and heart— they could only partially align their counsel with His Truth. As long as they saw the evidence of Job’s circumstances as being his fault and not a test by Satan of his character and relationship with God, Job would remain in defensive mode and grow more resentful. Job was too consumed by the flesh and what was happening to him in the natural. And who are we to point fingers at him?

I’ve been reading over some old reflections from 2010 through 2012. It’s awkward because it doesn’t feel that long ago, yet it does. I think of the things I was worried and complaining about, and naturally, I compared them to my present, and I won’t lie—some guilt crept in. The things I struggled with then are nothing in comparison to the rollercoaster ride that I was dealing with in 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2019, and what felt like nonstop loops in years 2021 and 2022. I’m being reminded that through it all, there have only been two constants: God and change.

I’m also reminded of the family members and friends who prayed for me, even when they didn’t fully know what I was going through. They just loved me enough to pray. I noticed that when you pray for others, and you’re open to God’s reality, your problems, issues, and pain seem to be more bearable. You’re not focused on yourself and listening to the voice of the accuser that points out every teeny tiny thing that isn’t ideal, perfect, and right in your life. When you’re focused on someone or something else, you put that voice in time-out.

I don’t know about you, but something else that I experience is when I listen to uplifting music, the sun seems to shine brighter outside, the light on the trees seems to glisten more on the leaves, I begin to notice things that I overlooked, and I can’t help but to smile. I’m not looking for the flaws, I’m not anticipating bad weather, I’m not expecting the “other shoe to drop.” No, as one song pours into another, I fill with hope, gladness, and gratitude.

As we walk through valleys, struggle to climb up mountainsides, get knocked down, and work to get back up, instead of grimacing in the complaint and focusing on what sucks, let’s smile in anticipation of standing in victory and declare it as so.

There is great power in our words. We are literally tapping into God, the Source, and bringing forth that which we speak. We can manifest great things once we understand who and what we are. But even then, we must remember our purpose and place. No matter how much power you can wrangle, God is your provider. He is the Source of all that you have and desire. And no matter how big or small your problem—God is your problem solver. He’s already handled it. He’s just waiting on you to catch up—slow poke!

Wow, now isn’t that something to smile about? 

Enjoy this beautiful day, take in all of your blessings, breathe in all of God’s greatness, and smile. This is YOUR experience. It ain’t always pretty, but it’s worth every moment. Live it intentionally!

And take in these words that I pray for me, for you, for us.

Prayer

Father-Mother God, there are days when it gets tough, and my shoulders feel as though they can’t carry much more of the weight. There are days when I feel alone, lost, too uncomfortable to rest, and too tired to think straight. Today, I may walk into all sorts of unknowns, but one thing I will change is my perception that I’m in this alone—for I know, and You have proven countless times that You are always with me. 

So today, I set aside my reasons for complaining; I will not obsess over those feelings that build up inside when I’m under attack by others; I will not shrink by the enormity of my circumstances, because there is NOTHING and NO ONE bigger or bolder than YOU. I will set aside those things I cannot change—and instead of complaining and spiraling out of control as though I’m defeated, I will smile and rejoice in gladness, for I am blessed by You, Father.

I know that no matter what I go through and no matter what someone says about me, it’s alright and all good—because You are my strength, shield, shelter, and nurturer. Thank You, Father, for a brand new day and a new outlook. I love You. Amen.

And with that family, I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others.

Love you all,

Natasha

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Breaking Bread For 11.19.23

Today’s Theme: God Reveals All

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Scripture

He reveals mysteries from the darkness and brings the deepest darkness into the light. 

Job 12:22 HCSB

Reflection

God reveals the truth, brings to the surface what is hidden in darkness, clears the confusion, turns mysteries into revelations, solves problems, and does these things as only He can. They are only mysteries to us. They are only difficult to see by us. Only we struggle with solving the problems. They aren’t a mystery or problem for God.

For all that is good, God created, and there is nothing created, good or bad, that God doesn’t see and understand. Nothing is too big or too small for Him. Yet we keep trying to go at this thing called life in this chaos called the world by our own merits and effort. We are of Him; we are not greater than Him. When will we stop this madness?

Prayer

Father, nothing remains hidden from You. I’m confident that through You all truth is made known, all confusion is resolved, distortions are cleared, and darkness is penetrated by light. I trust in Your ability to right-side all situations, because only You can. I walk in that confidence, praising Your Holy Name. Amen.

And with that family, I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others.

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Breaking Bread For 11.3.23

Today’s Theme: We’re Blessed By God’s Corrections

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Scripture

“Blessed is the one whom God corrects; so do not despise the discipline of the Almighty.”

Job 5:17

Reflection

Be grateful for the struggles, the strife, the friction, the growing pains, and the storms. For all of these moments in your life are about change and growth for your future. If we did not experience pain we would not understand the need for change. If we were obedient we would not need to be disciplined.

The majority of our pain is self-inflicted; from ignoring or disobeying God, and walking down the path of traps set by the enemy. Other pain comes from growing and bumping up against the world’s barriers and the ignorance of society. If God didn’t love you He wouldn’t correct you. If the enemy didn’t fear you, he wouldn’t try to tempt and trap you.

A tree does not have an easy growth plan, but as it grows it changes and it becomes more beautiful and stronger with time. We must see ourselves as trees that have the potential to live long-lasting, healthy lives, if we allow God to lead us and we humbly follow.

We can be trees or we can be weeds that are chopped off and tossed away. The choice is ours. What do you want to be? Do you know what you are made of? What is your foundation? Are you rooted to grow upright or remain low-lying always getting caught up in yourself and other “weeds”?

Prayer

Father, thank You for another day. Thank You for loving me enough to guide me, mold me, and correct my ways. Father, I know there are days when I’m all over the place and I’m trying to make my own decisions without allowing You to guide me, and I appreciate You for having the patience and care to help me work through my issues. Thank You for correcting me Father. Thank You for disciplining me and for never giving up on me.

I accept the friction caused by the necessary changes in my life that will lead to my growth, wisdom, and prosperity. You are my constant. You are my rock, salvation, light, love, strength, hope—my everything.

I love You, Father. I love the life that You have given me and I look forward to the days ahead that You have planned for me. I praise You Lord. In Your Name I pray. Amen.

And with that family, I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others.

Love,

Natasha

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Breaking Bread For 10.29.23

Today’s Theme: God is Your Guarantor

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Scripture

You will know that your tent is secure; you will take stock of your property and find nothing missing.

Job 5:24

Reflection

You can’t lose what’s rightfully yours, for God is your safe place and foundation. He is your guarantor.

Prayer

Father thank You for always protecting me, watching over me, and making sure that my every need is met. I am never lost, never without, never deprived, and never alone because You are always with me. Thank You Father. I love You. Amen.

And with that family, I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others.

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Breaking Bread For 9.9.23

Today’s Theme: God’s Dominion Over All

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Scripture

To him belong strength and insight; both deceived and deceiver are his.

Job 12:16

Reflection

God is working on you and those who would (and are) deceiving you. So pray for the strength to walk away and not give in to their lure of darkness. Instead, seek Him for comfort and guidance. God will never mislead you or forsake you. Trust in Him when you struggle with trusting others or yourself. Trust in Him because He is Truth.

Whether you’re being deceived or being the deceiver, God sees and knows all. Turn to Him and remain focused on Him, not the nonsense.

Prayer

Father, I pray for strength, restraint, protection, vision, discernment, and to be more disciplined in thought and action. Help me to overcome obstacles and to push through my mental block of fear, so that I might stand in victory.

Guide me away from those who would mislead and deceive me Father. Take my hand and lead me away from those would cause me harm. I know that You are working on them so that they may see and do right.

Show me best how to handle my situation Lord, that I may act in honor of You. I don’t want to be deceived and I don’t want to be a deceiver. Guide me in Your Truth. In Your Name I humbly pray. Amen.

And with that family, I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others.

Love,

Natasha

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Breaking Bread For 7.7.23

Today’s Theme: Job’s Trials and Tribulations Compared to Yours

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Scripture

“Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil.” 

“Does Job fear God for nothing?” Satan replied. “Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread throughout the land. But now stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you to your face.” The lord said to Satan, “Very well, then, everything he has is in your power, but on the man himself do not lay a finger.” Then Satan went out from the presence of the lord.

One day when Job’s sons and daughters were feasting and drinking wine at the oldest brother’s house,…a messenger came to Job and said, “The oxen were plowing and the donkeys were grazing nearby,and the Sabeans attacked and made off with them. They put the servants to the sword, and I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!”…another messenger came and said, “The fire of God fell from the heavens and burned up the sheep and the servants, and I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!”

… another messenger came and said, “…three raiding parties…swept down on your camels and made off with them… I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!” … another messenger came and said, “Your sons and daughters were feasting… suddenly a mighty wind swept in from the desert and struck the four corners of the house. It collapsed on them and they are dead, and I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!”

At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in worship and said: “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart. The lord gave and the lord has taken away; may the name of the lord be praised.” In all this, Job did not sin by charging God with wrongdoing.

Job 1:8-22

Reflection

Consider Job’s experiences just in one day, and then look at his experiences over the course of days, weeks, and years, then look at your own—could you walk in Job’s shoes? Could you experience what he did and still never question, doubt, or blame God? Job lost the animals that would provide his family sustenance and keep his land lush and rich; he lost all of his servants except four messengers who came to deliver bad news, each time increasingly more horrific than the last. He lost his sons, daughters, and his brother—all in one day, yet he got on his knees and prayed to God and praised His Holy Name.

That is a testament to true faith, devotion, and dedication to servanthood in God’s Kingdom. I pray to one day have the faith that can withstand whatever life brings my way. Until then, I keep having my demonstrations and learning my lessons. 

Prayer

Father, I want to have the faith to know that no matter what happens to me, You will never forsake me or let another power consume me; You will never let me endure more than I can handle. Father, I want the strength and resilience to fall down and get up, I want the strength to look at fear directly and rebuke it plainly without hesitation. I want to stand steadfast in Your word and light, knowing that in You I am always protected and loved. You know me Lord, You know my worth and what I’m made of, show me the way Father. In Your son Jesus’ Name I pray to You this day and always. Amen.

And with that family, I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others. Touch someone’s heart today. Be a blessing to everyone you encounter.

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Breaking Bread For 5.31.23

Today’s Theme: Remember to Speak the Same Empowering Words to Yourself as You Speak to Others!

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Scripture

Think how you have instructed many, how you have strengthened feeble hands. Your words have supported those who stumbled; you have strengthened faltering knees. But now trouble comes to you, and you are discouraged; it strikes you, and you are dismayed. Should not your piety be your confidence and your blameless ways your hope?

Job 4:3-6

Reflection

When we give advice, encouragement, and support to others, we must remember the words, sentiments, and actions delivered so that during our time of need, we use what God equipped us with to lift ourselves up. When we praise God to everyone else but then doubt Him in moments of despair, aren’t we being hypocritical and engaging in a conditional relationship with Him? 

Let God’s Light come in, fully and not filtered, every millisecond of the day. Feel His warmth, love, tenderness, and support. When we live our lives and express love, mercy, and forgiveness the way God intends, then we never feel alone, lost, defeated, or forsaken. There’s no greater way to show you love and support Him than to obey Him. 

When you read that last line in the Bible passage above, does it not strike a chord within? Let’s re-read it, “Should not your piety be your confidence and your blameless ways your hope?”

Let’s rephrase it to see it with a declarative position: If you were pious (devoted to God), you would have confidence, and if you were blameless, you would have hope.

So is our lack of confidence and hope because we lack piety (devotion to God) and our ways carry blame? Are we not walking the walk, and it’s showing in our corrupted speech? When our words of confidence are replaced with words of doubt, how are we walking each day?

Think about it. Tell me what your heart and mind conclude. Or tell me if they are in disagreement!

Prayer 

Father, I pray for the humility, strength, courage, and confidence to always practice what I preach. I want to be there to uplift and support others through my thoughts, words, and deeds—while remembering those same thoughts and words when I need uplifting and encouragement through rough times. 

Father, I want Your Word to resonate through me so that my confidence always lies in You. My devotion to You is my faith. There’s no greater way to show my support than to obey You. Forgive me for those days I waver, get discouraged, feel like giving up and letting life pass me by. I know You know my heart and intentions Lord and I thank You and love You for Your love. Thank You for lifting me up another day. I give You all of the glory. Amen.

And with that family, I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others.

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Breaking Bread For 5.3.23

Today’s Theme: Lessons to Learn From the Story of Job

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Scripture

If I say, ‘I will forget my complaint, I will change my expression, and smile,’ I still dread all my sufferings, for I know you will not hold me innocent. Since I am already found guilty, why should I struggle in vain?

Job 9:27-29

Reflection

Okay, folks, let’s get deep in this story of Job. If you can, grab your Bible and something to take notes. There’s some Old Testament, New Testament, old school, new school, and modern-day tie-ins that we’re to analyze, learn, and apply from our study of this story. Whether you believe the man and story to be truth or fiction, it really doesn’t matter. What matters is what you get and apply from the story.

Job hit some pretty rough patches and super deep valleys, and there were some nail-biting moments where you can’t help but say, “Whew, I’m glad I’m not Job…” or “I don’t think I could’ve survived that.” You might even find yourself wondering, “Uh, why did God allow Satan to test and torment Job for so long and with such great intensity?”

In Job 9, we read his counterargument to Bildad the Shuhite, one of his three friends, who was trying to speak some sense into Job (read chapter 8), and although Bildad said that God restores the righteous, he (along with Eliphaz and Zophar) had been taught that God only punished or allowed to be punished, people who were guilty of sin.

They couldn’t believe Job when he repeatedly said he was innocent and hadn’t sinned. Even if their minds could conceive that the attack was by Satan (which readers of this story know to be true), they still would think that somehow Job deserved it if God hadn’t immediately intervened and restored him (which is what many people still think today). In their minds and reasoning, Job just needed to repent to God, atone for his sins, and then all would be well. Which, too, is what many of us say and believe; because it must be that we’re overlooking a sin, we still have something to prove to God, and that’s why we’re not living a life of peace, harmony, enlightenment, and abundance.

Some people wonder what they “did to deserve” a life of extreme poverty and violence. Society still has a tendency to blame or shame the victims of rape, molestation, trafficking, and other cruelties. What do we hear people say, “Well, what did they do to cause that to happen?” Or “Well, what was she wearing when she got raped?” We’ve continued to build an argument that one sin must have triggered the bigger sin.

But it’s not just the external acts of other humans that lead us to question guilt or innocence. Think about people facing life-threatening diagnoses and prognoses who wonder what they did to deserve this. There are people who wonder what they or their innocent child could have possibly done to deserve the agonizing moments when that child suffers through medical treatments and setbacks. Some parents wonder what they did to deserve the death of their young child. Some believe they’re being punished, and they just want to know what they did wrong so they can make it right, so they can be redeemed and restored.

That’s exactly the sentiments of Bildad, Eliphaz, and Zophar.

Job was arguing in chapter 9 that no human is righteous before God. Well, in one part, that is true because no one is the “all-ness” of righteousness— even Jesus corrected disciples that called him good and right, for only God is the fullness of these. But from the stories shared in the Bible, we see that those individuals who chose to put God first were referred to as righteous. They were making the right choice, first and always. We know that Job was righteous because God said so when speaking to Satan (Job 1:1,8 and Job 2:3). But of course, Job nor his friends knew about this conversation. Had Job known, he would’ve buckled down and gritted through, trusting and praising God the entire time. He would want to prove he could successfully pass the tests of Satan to prove the strength of his relationship with God. Just as we would do the same.

We can see the account of Noah, who God called righteous (Gen. 6:9 and Gen. 7:1), but Job could’ve said, “Yeah, but Noah didn’t lose his family or his health and well-being. God protected Noah, all while keeping him intact with his family. I’ve lost everything but my sanity.” There’s several other stories in the Bible, like Daniel and people in the New Testament era, but Job had long passed away before they came around, so I won’t list those references here.

Job argues that no one could lawyer their way through His court of law, as God was the judge, jury, prosecutor, and executioner. He didn’t know that hundreds of years later, Jesus would be the redeemer of his people. But how many of us would be moved by a futuristic prophecy that’s to come at some unknown time? We believe things once we see them, even if it’s too late to change our behavior for redemption. Many of us don’t believe the prophecy of Jesus’s second coming. So, we’ll wait to change once we see his arrival. Hmmm…

Job outlined all of the ways he could think he was right, and God could slam him for being wrong. Job thought God was unfairly, maybe even vindictively, punishing him. How many of us fall into that trapped mindset?

We know that other humans, in their warped sense of entitlement, righteousness, and self-importance, tend to place a heavy weight on their interpretation of justice and who has the authority to exact punishment. But do we think that God switches up and lets the innocent suffer while showing mercy to the wicked?

I mean, let’s back up for a moment. God did authorize Satan to test Job, and through the testing, there was a direct attack. This attack wasn’t for a few days, weeks, or months. We’re talking about years of increasingly more horrific traumas. So Job isn’t far off from the truth, but it’s still not the truth. Job was living in the era where God was punishing the Israelites for their sinful ways, allowing them to live in exile, be conquered by other nations, etc. And we have to be realistic, not all of the people were sinning, but enough of them were to cause them all to be clumped together. Shouldn’t only the sinners be punished? Shouldn’t the ones who remained faithful to God be rewarded and untouched?

In lines 27 through 29, Job gave the example that even if he told God that he would forget the complaint he had about how awful his life was and made the choice to smile and be cheerful, he would still be miserable and in pain because God wouldn’t find him innocent, so if he’s already guilty then what’s the purpose of struggling in vain to prove his innocence? He desperately wanted God to see and acknowledge him as innocent.

Can you see this tie-in to Jesus?

Jesus was pure and innocent yet was tested for years, punished, and suffered greatly by those he was there to redeem. He even sacrificed his life for those who had actually sinned and betrayed God. The people didn’t know that they, too, were being tested.

Satan was the sinner who wanted to attack an innocent person. Satan was jealous and wanted to destroy the relationship Job had with God, just as we read of the torn relationship between God and His children in the Garden of Eden— a plot executed by Satan. Satan even tried to destroy the relationship between Jesus and God, trying to tempt Jesus with all of the trappings most men, then and now, would fall into. If Satan could just get Jesus to bow down and worship him, then the relationship between God and Jesus would’ve been destroyed, as would be the attempt to save and redeem humankind.

Job was in one of those deep levels of shame —in that stage that most of us fall into, and many of us are succumbed. We blame ourselves, others, and even God. We tell ourselves all the ways we are worthless and all of the reasons why God is punishing us. All while not hearing His voice speaking Truth to our lies.

God wants a relationship with us. He wants us to trust Him. He wants us to choose Him first and always, no matter the circumstances. He wants us to be responsible and accountable so we can handle the calling on our lives and the Truth of who and what we are. He wants our focus on faith and hope, not blame and shame. When we choose the latter two options, we blot out in our minds God’s Truth and all that He has said to us and promised us, and we substitute in destructive thoughts that shrink and minimize us. We don’t even realize we are reciting the words being spoken to us by the enemy. There’s a spirit that is actively feeding you that nonsense, and in your overwhelmed and weakened state, your discernment is miscalibrated.

Your horrific circumstances may be facts, but they aren’t your truth.

That’s what Bildad, Eliphaz, and Zophar were desperately trying to help Job see and embrace, but because they, too, didn’t understand God’s will, ways, and heart— they could only partially align their counsel with His Truth. As long as they saw the evidence of Job’s circumstances as being his fault and not a test by Satan of his character and relationship with God, Job would remain in defensive mode and grow more resentful. Job was too consumed by the flesh and what was happening to him in the natural. And who are we to point fingers at him?

I’ve been reading over some old reflections from 2010 through 2012. It’s awkward because it doesn’t feel that long ago, yet it does. I think of the things I was worried and complaining about, and naturally, I compared them to my present, and I won’t lie—some guilt crept in. The things I struggled with then are nothing in comparison to the rollercoaster ride that I was dealing with in 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2019, and what felt like nonstop loops in years 2021 and 2022. I’m being reminded that through it all, there have only been two constants: God and change.

I’m also reminded of the family members and friends who prayed for me, even when they didn’t fully know what I was going through. They just loved me enough to pray. I noticed that when you pray for others, and you’re open to God’s reality, your problems, issues, and pain seem to be more bearable. You’re not focused on yourself and listening to the voice of the accuser that points out every teeny tiny thing that isn’t ideal, perfect, and right in your life. When you’re focused on someone or something else, you put that voice in time-out.

I don’t know about you, but something else that I experience is when I listen to uplifting music, the sun seems to shine brighter outside, the light on the trees seems to glisten more on the leaves, I begin to notice things that I overlooked, and I can’t help but to smile. I’m not looking for the flaws, I’m not anticipating bad weather, I’m not expecting the “other shoe to drop.” No, as one song pours into another, I fill with hope, gladness, and gratitude.

As we walk through valleys, struggle to climb up mountainsides, get knocked down, and work to get back up, instead of grimacing in the complaint and focusing on what sucks, let’s smile in anticipation of standing in victory and declare it as so.

There is great power in our words. We are literally tapping into God, the Source, and bringing forth that which we speak. We can manifest great things once we understand who and what we are. But even then, we must remember our purpose and place. No matter how much power you can wrangle, God is your provider. He is the Source of all that you have and desire. And no matter how big or small your problem—God is your problem solver. He’s already handled it. He’s just waiting on you to catch up—slow poke!

Wow, now isn’t that something to smile about? 

Enjoy this beautiful day, take in all of your blessings, breathe in all of God’s greatness, and smile. This is YOUR experience. It ain’t always pretty, but it’s worth every moment. Live it intentionally!

And take in these words that I pray for me, for you, for us.

Prayer

Father-Mother God, there are days when it gets tough, and my shoulders feel as though they can’t carry much more of the weight. There are days when I feel alone, lost, too uncomfortable to rest, and too tired to think straight. Today, I may walk into all sorts of unknowns, but one thing I will change is my perception that I’m in this alone—for I know, and You have proven countless times that You are always with me. 

So today, I set aside my reasons for complaining; I will not obsess over those feelings that build up inside when I’m under attack by others; I will not shrink by the enormity of my circumstances, because there is NOTHING and NO ONE bigger or bolder than YOU. I will set aside those things I cannot change—and instead of complaining and spiraling out of control as though I’m defeated, I will smile and rejoice in gladness, for I am blessed by You, Father.

I know that no matter what I go through and no matter what someone says about me, it’s alright and all good—because You are my strength, shield, shelter, and nurturer. Thank You, Father, for a brand new day and a new outlook. I love You. Amen.

And with that family, I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others.

Love you all,

Natasha

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Breaking Bread For 11.19.22

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Scripture

He reveals mysteries from the darkness and brings the deepest darkness into the light. 

Job 12:22 HCSB

Reflection

God reveals the truth, brings to the surface what is hidden in darkness, clears the confusion, turns mysteries into revelations, solves problems, and does these things as only He can. They are only mysteries to us. They are only difficult to see by us. Only we struggle with solving the problems. They aren’t a mystery or problem for God. For all that is good, God created, and there is nothing created, good or bad, that God doesn’t see and understand. Nothing is too big or too small for Him. Yet we keep trying to go at this thing called life in this chaos called the world by our own merits and effort. We are of Him; we are not greater than Him. When will we stop this madness?

Prayer

Father, nothing remains hidden from You. I’m confident that through You all truth is made known, all confusion is resolved, distortions are cleared, and darkness is penetrated by light. I trust in Your ability to right-side all situations, because only You can. I walk in that confidence, praising Your Holy Name. Amen.

And with that family, I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others.

Love,

Natasha 

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Breaking Bread For 10.29.22

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Scripture

You will know that your tent is secure; you will take stock of your property and find nothing missing.

Job 5:24

Reflection

You can’t lose what’s rightfully yours, for God is your safe place and foundation. He is your guarantor.

Prayer

Father thank You for always protecting me, watching over me, and making sure that my every need is met. I am never lost, never without, never deprived, and never alone because You are always with me. Thank You Father. I love You. Amen.

I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others.

Love,

Natasha

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Breaking Bread For 9.9.22

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To him belong strength and insight; both deceived and deceiver are his.

Job 12:16

Reflection

God is working on you and those who would (and are) deceiving you. So pray for the strength to walk away and not give in to their lure of darkness. Instead, seek Him for comfort and guidance. God will never mislead you or forsake you. Trust in Him when you struggle with trusting others or yourself. Trust in Him because He is Truth.

Whether you’re being deceived or being the deceiver, God sees and knows all. Turn to Him and remain focused on Him, not the nonsense.

Prayer

Father, I pray for strength, restraint, protection, vision, discernment, and to be more disciplined in thought and action. Help me to overcome obstacles and to push through my mental block of fear, so that I might stand in victory.

Guide me away from those who would mislead and deceive me Father. Take my hand and lead me away from those would cause me harm. I know that You are working on them so that they may see and do right.

Show me best how to handle my situation Lord, that I may act in honor of You. I don’t want to be deceived and I don’t want to be a deceiver. Guide me in Your Truth. In Your Name I humbly pray. Amen.

Love,

Natasha

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Breaking Bread For 7.7.22

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“Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil.” 

“Does Job fear God for nothing?” Satan replied. “Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread throughout the land. But now stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you to your face.” The lord said to Satan, “Very well, then, everything he has is in your power, but on the man himself do not lay a finger.” Then Satan went out from the presence of the lord.

One day when Job’s sons and daughters were feasting and drinking wine at the oldest brother’s house,…a messenger came to Job and said, “The oxen were plowing and the donkeys were grazing nearby,and the Sabeans attacked and made off with them. They put the servants to the sword, and I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!”…another messenger came and said, “The fire of God fell from the heavens and burned up the sheep and the servants, and I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!”

… another messenger came and said, “…three raiding parties…swept down on your camels and made off with them… I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!” …another messenger came and said, “Your sons and daughters were feasting…suddenly a mighty wind swept in from the desert and struck the four corners of the house. It collapsed on them and they are dead, and I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!”

At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in worship and said: “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart. The lord gave and the lord has taken away; may the name of the lord be praised.” In all this, Job did not sin by charging God with wrongdoing.

Job 1:8-22

Reflection

Consider Job’s experiences, just in one day, and then look at his experiences over a course of days and weeks, then look at your own—could you walk in Job’s shoes? Could you experience what he did and still never question, doubt, or blame God? Job lost the animals that would provide his family sustenance and keep his land lush and rich; he lost all of his servants except four messengers who came to deliver bad news; each time increasingly more horrific than the last. He lost his sons, daughters, and his brother—all in one day, yet he got on his knees and prayed to God and praised His Holy Name.

That is a testament to the true faith, devotion, and dedication to servanthood in God’s Kingdom. I pray to one day have the faith that can withstand whatever life brings my way. Until then, I keep having my demonstrations and learning my lessons. 

Prayer

Father, I want to have the faith to know that no matter what happens to me, You will never forsake me or let another power consume me; You will never let me endure more than I can handle. Father, I want the strength and resilience to fall down and get up, I want the strength to look at fear directly and rebuke it plainly without hesitation. I want to stand steadfast in Your word and light, knowing that in You I am always protected and loved. You know me Lord, You know my worth and what I’m made of, show me the way Father. In Your son Jesus’ Name I pray to You this day and always. Amen.

Touch someone’s heart today. Be a blessing to everyone you encounter.

Lovingly,

Natasha 

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Breaking Bread For 5.31.22

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Think how you have instructed many, how you have strengthened feeble hands. Your words have supported those who stumbled; you have strengthened faltering knees. But now trouble comes to you, and you are discouraged; it strikes you, and you are dismayed. Should not your piety be your confidence and your blameless ways your hope?

Job 4:3-6

Reflection

When we give advice, encouragement, and support to others we must remember the words, sentiment, and actions delivered so that during our time of need we use what God equipped us with to lift ourselves up. When we praise God to everyone else but then doubt Him in moments of despair, aren’t we being hypocritical, and engaging in a conditional relationship with Him? 

Let God’s Light come in, fully and not filtered, every millisecond of the day. Feel His warmth, love, tenderness, and support. When we live our lives and express love, mercy, and forgiveness the way God intends then we never feel alone, lost, defeated, or forsaken. There’s no greater way to show you love and support Him than to obey Him. 

When you read that last line in the Bible passage above, does it not strike a chord within? Let’s re-read it, “Should not your piety be your confidence and your blameless ways your hope?”

Let’s rephrase it to see it with a declarative position: If you were pious (devoted to God) you would have confidence, and if you were blameless you would have hope.

So is our lack of confidence and hope because we lack piety (devotion to God) and our ways carry blame? Are we not walking the walk, and it’s showing in our corrupted speech? When our words of confidence are replaced with words of doubt, how are we walking each day?

Think about it. Tell me what your heart and mind conclude. Or tell me if they are in disagreement!

Prayer 

Father, I pray for the humility, strength, courage, and confidence to always practice what I preach. I want to be there to uplift and support others through my thoughts, words, and deeds—while remembering those same thoughts and words when I need uplifting and encouragement through rough times. 

Father, I want Your Word to resonate through me so that my confidence always lies in You. My devotion to You is my faith. There’s no greater way to show my support than to obey You. Forgive me for those days I waver, get discouraged, feel like giving up and letting life pass me by. I know You know my heart and intentions Lord and I thank You and love You for Your love. Thank You for lifting me up another day. I give You all of the glory. Amen.

Family, I pray that you are blessed, that you see and embrace your blessings, and that you are a blessing to others. I love you all!

Love always,

Natasha 

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Breaking Bread For 5.3.22

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If I say, ‘I will forget my complaint, I will change my expression, and smile,’

Job 9:27

Reflection

Job had hit some pretty rough patches, and there were some nail-biting moments where you can’t help but say, “Whew, I’m glad I’m not Job…” or “I don’t think I could’ve survived that.” In Job 9, we read his counterargument to Bildad the Shuhite, one of his three friends, who was trying to speak some sense into Job (in Job 8), and although Bildad said that God restores the righteous, Job was arguing in chapter 9 that no one is righteous before God. He outlined all of the ways he could think he was right, and God would slam him for being wrong. Job thought God was punishing him. How many of us fall into that trapped mindset?

In line 27 he gave the example that even if he told God that he would forget the complaint he had about how awful his life was, and made the choice to smile and be cheerful, he would still be miserable and in pain because God wouldn’t find him innocent (line 28).

Job was in one of those deep levels of the shame stage that most of us fall into and many of us are succumbed by. We blame ourselves, others, even God. We tell ourselves all the ways we are worthless and all of the reasons why God is punishing us. All while not hearing His voice speaking Truth to our lies. God wants us to be responsible and accountable, not shamed. When we choose shame, we blot out God’s Truths and all that He has said to us and promised us, and we substitute in destructive words and thoughts that shrink and minimize us. We don’t even realize we are reciting the words being spoken to us by the enemy. There’s a spirit that is actively feeding you that nonsense, and in your overwhelmed and weakened state your discernment is miscalibrated.

Your horrific circumstances may be facts but they aren’t your truth. That’s what Bildad, Eliphaz, and Zophar were desperately trying to help Job see and embrace. Job was too consumed by the flesh and what was happening to him in the natural.

I’ve been reading over some old reflections from a decade ago. It’s awkward because it doesn’t feel that long ago, yet it does. I think of the things I was worried over and complaining about, and naturally I compared them to my present, and I won’t lie—some guilt creeped in. The things I struggled with then are nothing in comparison to the rollercoaster ride that I’m dealing with now, and I’m being reminded that through it all there have only been two constants: God and change.

I’m also reminded of the family members and friends who prayed for me, even when they didn’t fully know what I was going through. They just loved me enough to pray. I noticed that when you pray for others and you’re open to God’s reality your problems, issues, and pain seem to be more bearable. You’re not focused on you and listening to that voice that points out every teeny tiny thing that isn’t ideal, perfect, and right in your life. When you’re focused on someone or something else, you put that voice in time out.

I don’t know about you, but something else that I experience is when I listen to uplifting music, the sun seems to shine brighter outside, the light on the trees seem to glisten more on the leaves, I begin to notice things that I overlooked, and I can’t help but to smile. I’m not looking for the flaws, I’m not anticipating bad weather, I’m not expecting the “other shoe to drop”. No, as one song pours into another, I fill with hope, gladness, and gratitude.

As we walk through valleys, struggle to climb up mountainsides, get knocked down and work to get back up, instead of grimacing in complaint and focusing on what sucks, let’s smile in anticipation of standing in victory, and declare it as so. No matter how big or small your problem—God is your problem solver. He’s already handled it, He’s just waiting on you to catch up slow poke!

Wow, now isn’t that something to smile about? 

Enjoy this beautiful day, take in all of your blessings, breathe in all of God’s greatness, and smile. This is your experience. Live it intentionally!

Prayer

Father-Mother God, there are days when it gets tough, and my shoulders feel as though they can’t carry much more of the weight. There are days when I feel alone, lost, too uncomfortable to rest, and too tired to think straight. Today, I may walk into all sorts of unknowns, but one thing I will change is my perception that I’m in this alone—for I know, and You have proven countless times that You are always with me.

So today, I forget my reasons for complaining; I will ignore those feelings that build up inside when I’m under attack by others; I will put aside those things I cannot change—and instead of frowning, complaining, and crying as though I’m defeated, I will smile and rejoice in gladness, for I am blessed by You, Father. I know that no matter what I go through and no matter what someone says about me, it’s all right and all good—because You are my strength, shield, shelter, and nurturer. Thank You, Father, for a brand new day and a new outlook. I love You. Amen.

Love you all,

Natasha

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Breaking Bread For 11.19.21

“God reveals the truth, brings to light what is hidden in darkness, makes sense the confusing, turns mysteries into revelations, and does these things as only He can.”

Scripture

He reveals mysteries from the darkness and brings the deepest darkness into the light. 

Job 12:22 HCSB

Reflection

God reveals the truth, brings to light what is hidden in darkness, makes sense the confusing, turns mysteries into revelations, and does these things as only He can.

Prayer

Father, nothing remains hidden from You. I’m confident that through You all truth is made known, all confusion is resolved, distortions are cleared, and darkness is penetrated by light. I trust in Your ability to right-side all situations, because only You can. I walk in that confidence, praising Your Holy Name. Amen.

Love,

Natasha 

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Breaking Bread For 11.3.21

“Be grateful for the struggles, the strife, the friction, the growing pains, and the storms. For all of these moments in your life are about change and growth for your future.”

Scripture

“Blessed is the one whom God corrects; so do not despise the discipline of the Almighty.”

Job 5:17

Reflection

Be grateful for the struggles, the strife, the friction, the growing pains, and the storms. For all of these moments in your life are about change and growth for your future. If we did not experience pain we would not understand the need for change. If we were obedient we would not need to be disciplined.

The majority of our pain is self-inflicted, from ignoring or disobeying God, and walking down the path of traps set by the enemy. Other pain comes from growing and bumping up against the world’s barriers and the ignorance of society. If God didn’t love you He wouldn’t correct you. If the enemy didn’t fear you, he wouldn’t try to tempt and trap you.

A tree does not have an easy growth plan, but as it grows it changes and it becomes more beautiful and stronger with time. We must see ourselves as trees that have the potential to live long-lasting, healthy lives, if we allow God to lead us and we humbly follow.

We can be trees or we can be weeds that are whacked off and tossed away. The choice is ours. What do you want to be? Do you know what you are made of? What is your foundation? Are you rooted to grow upright or remain low-lying always getting caught up in yourself and other “weeds”?

Prayer

Father, thank You for another day. Thank You for loving me enough to guide me, mold me, and correct my ways. Father, I know there are days when I’m all over the place and I’m trying to make my own decisions without allowing You to guide me, and I appreciate You for having the patience and care to help me work through my issues. Thank You for correcting me Father. Thank You for disciplining me and for never giving up on me.

I accept the friction caused by the necessary changes in my life that will lead to my growth, wisdom, and prosperity. You are my constant. You are my rock, salvation, light, love, strength, hope—my everything.

I love You, Father. I love the life that You have given me and I look forward to the days ahead that You have planned for me. I praise You Lord. In Your Name I pray. Amen.

Love,

Natasha 

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Breaking Bread For 9.9.21

Whether you’re being deceived or being the deceiver, God sees and knows all. Turn to Him and remain focused on Him, not the nonsense.

Scripture

To him belong strength and insight; both deceived and deceiver are his.

Job 12:16

Reflection

God is working on you and those who would (and are) deceiving you. So pray for the strength to walk away and not give in to their lure of darkness. Instead seek Him for comfort and guidance. God will never mislead you or forsake you. Trust in Him when you struggle with trusting others or yourself. Trust in Him because He is Truth.

Whether you’re being deceived or being the deceiver, God sees and knows all. Turn to Him and remain focused on Him, not the nonsense.

Prayer

Father, I pray for strength, restraint, protection, vision, discernment, and to be more disciplined in thought and action. Help me to overcome obstacles and to push through my mental block of fear, so that I might stand in victory.

Guide me away from those who would mislead and deceive me Father. Take my hand and lead me away from those would cause me harm. I know that You are working on them so that they may see and do right.

Show me best how to handle my situation Lord, that I may act in honor of You. I don’t want to be deceived and I don’t want to be a deceiver. Guide me in Your Truth. In Your Name I humbly pray. Amen.

Love,

Natasha

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Breaking Bread For 7.7.21

Scripture

“Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil.” 

“Does Job fear God for nothing?” Satan replied. “Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread throughout the land. But now stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you to your face.” The lord said to Satan, “Very well, then, everything he has is in your power, but on the man himself do not lay a finger.” Then Satan went out from the presence of the lord.

One day when Job’s sons and daughters were feasting and drinking wine at the oldest brother’s house,…a messenger came to Job and said, “The oxen were plowing and the donkeys were grazing nearby,and the Sabeans attacked and made off with them. They put the servants to the sword, and I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!”…another messenger came and said, “The fire of God fell from the heavens and burned up the sheep and the servants, and I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!”

… another messenger came and said, “…three raiding parties…swept down on your camels and made off with them… I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!” …another messenger came and said, “Your sons and daughters were feasting…suddenly a mighty wind swept in from the desert and struck the four corners of the house. It collapsed on them and they are dead, and I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!”

At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in worship and said: “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart. The lord gave and the lord has taken away; may the name of the lord be praised.” In all this, Job did not sin by charging God with wrongdoing.

Job 1:8-22

Reflection

Consider Job’s experiences, just in one day, then look at your own—could you walk in Job’s shoes? Could you experience what he did and still never question, doubt, or blame God? Job lost the animals that would provide his family sustenance and keep his land lush and rich; he lost all of his servants except four messengers who came to deliver bad news; each time increasingly more horrific than the last; he lost his sons, daughters, and his brother—all in one day, yet he got on his knees and prayed to God and praised His Holy Name.

That is a testament to true faith, devotion, and dedication to servanthood in God’s Kingdom. I pray to one day have the faith that can withstand whatever life brings my way. Until then, I keep having my demonstrations and learning my lessons. 

Prayer

Father, I want to be more like Job. I want to have the faith to know that no matter what happens to me, You will never forsake me or let harm come to me; You will never let me endure more than I can handle. Father, I want the strength to fall down and get up, I want the strength to look at fear directly and rebuke it plainly without hesitation or trembling. I want to stand steadfast in Your word and light, knowing that in You I am always protected and loved. You know me Lord, You know my worth and what I’m made of, show me the way Father. In Your son Jesus’ Name I pray to You this day and always. Amen.

Touch someone’s heart today. Be a blessing to everyone you encounter.

Lovingly,

Natasha 

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Breaking Bread For 5.31.21

Scripture

Think how you have instructed many, how you have strengthened feeble hands. Your words have supported those who stumbled; you have strengthened faltering knees. But now trouble comes to you, and you are discouraged; it strikes you, and you are dismayed. Should not your piety be your confidence and your blameless ways your hope?

Job 4:3-6

Reflection

When we give advice, encouragement, and support to others we must remember the words, sentiment, and actions delivered so that during our time of need we use what God equipped us with to lift ourselves up. When we praise God to everyone else but then doubt Him in moments of despair, aren’t we being hypocritical, and engaging in a conditional relationship with Him?

Let God’s Light come in, fully and not filtered, every millisecond of the day. Feel His warmth, love, tenderness, and support. When we live our lives and express love, mercy, and forgiveness the way God intends then we never feel alone, lost, defeated, or forsaken. There’s no greater way to show you love and support Him than to obey Him.

When you read that last line in the Bible passage above, does it not strike a chord within? Let’s rephrase it to see it with a declarative position: if you were pious (devoted to God) you would have confidence, and if you were blameless you would have hope. So is our lack of confidence and hope because we lack piety (devotion to God) and our ways carry blame? Are we not walking the walk, and it’s showing in our corrupted speech? When our words of confidence are replaced with words of doubt, how are we walking each day?

Think about it. Tell me what your heart and mind conclude. Or tell me if they are in disagreement!

Prayer

Father, I pray for the humility, strength, courage, and confidence to always practice what I preach. I want to be there to uplift and support others through my thoughts, words, and deeds—while remembering those same thoughts and words when I need uplifting and encouragement through rough times.

Father, I want Your Word to resonate through me so that my confidence always lies in You. My devotion to You is my faith. There’s no greater way to show my support than to obey You. Forgive me for those days I waver, get discouraged, feel like giving up and letting life pass me by. I know You know my heart and intentions Lord and I thank You and love You for Your love. Thank You for lifting me up another day. I give You all of the glory. Amen.

Love always,

Natasha 

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Breaking Bread For 5.3.21

Scripture

If I say, ‘I will forget my complaint, I will change my expression, and smile,’

Job 9:27

Reflection

Moments ago I paused to read over some old reflections from a decade ago. It’s awkward because it doesn’t feel that long ago, yet it does. I think of the things I was worried over and complaining about, and naturally I compared them to my present, and I won’t lie—some guilt creeped in. The things I struggled with then are nothing in comparison to what I’m dealing with now, and I’m being reminded that through it all there have only been two constants: God and change.

I’m also reminded of the family members and friends who prayed for me, even when they didn’t fully know what I was going through. They just loved me enough to pray. I noticed that when you pray for others and you’re open to God’s reality your problems, issues, and pain seem to be more bearable. I don’t know about you, but something else that I experience is when I listen to uplifting music, the sun seems to shine brighter outside, the light on the trees seem to glisten more on the leaves, I begin to notice things that I overlooked, and I can’t help but to smile. I’m not looking for the flaws, I’m not anticipating bad weather, I’m not expecting the “other shoe to drop”. No, as one song pours into another, I fill with hope, gladness, and gratitude.

As we walk through valleys, struggle to climb up mountainsides, get knocked down and work to get back up, instead of grimacing in complaint, let’s smile in anticipation of standing in victory. No matter how big or small your problem—God is your problem solver. He’s already handled it, He’s just waiting on you to catch up!

Wow, now isn’t that something to smile about?

Enjoy this beautiful day, take in all of your blessings, breathe in all of God’s greatness, and smile. This is your experience. Live it intentionally!

Prayer

Father Mother God, there are days when it gets tough and my shoulders feel as though they can’t carry much more of the weight. There are days when I feel alone, lost, too uncomfortable to rest, and too tired to think straight. Today, I may walk into all sorts of unknowns but one thing I will change is my perception that I’m in this alone—for I know and You have proven countless times that You are always with me.

So today I forget my reasons for complaining; I will forget those feelings that build up inside when I’m under attack by others; I will put aside those things I simply cannot change—and instead of frowning and crying I will smile and rejoice in gladness, for I am blessed by You, Father. I know that no matter what I go through and no matter what someone says about me it’s all right and all good—because You are my strength, my shield, my shelter, and my nurturer. Thank You, Father, for a brand new day and for a new outlook. I love You. Amen.

Love you all,

Natasha

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